Ok, fine.. I wrote this recently

Like no girl I've ever met,
Like the girl I've always known.
In my head you've lived your life,
up till now, when our paths cross.

Way to perfect to exist,
I always thought you couldn't be.
Even if we happened on it,
the choice you'd make would not be me.

Of all the dreams when you'd appear,
Of all the times I woke refreshed.
I knew that you were meant for me,
I knew "home" would be with you.

I met you once, I did not know,
of all the days to smoke away.
I chanced to quit, we meet again,
I regret the times that could've been.

People say, "If its meant to be,
time will meet with place."
Time and I, we are not friends,
If this is it, I will not wait.

For years I've searched, I've looked afar,
I've been from here to there.
The world is large I was adrift,
Only to find you where I have been.

I've gone too far,
Can I go back? Was it all my folly?
If you are there, and I am here,
how can we be together?